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I sit in the corner
I watch them run by
I see them talking, running, playing
all I can do is watch, I am alone, separate, abnormal.
No one sees what I am, they point, they stare they make comment
but they care not,
all people around me have left and I am without purpose
this is the life I live,
this is my story
To That I Will Look Forward
I have searched on end
For the one true match I have,
But she was no were to be found.
Well one day, lucky me
I happen just to see her,
And upon my unworthy eyes
Was the sight that was her beauty.
I do not know why she is here
For I do not deserve to gaze upon her,
But just our daily chats together
Give me a reason to be here.
For my house is not a place
To which I would call a home,
And she makes me look forward
To any time with her
To see her makes my heart skip a beat,
And makes me short of breath, but I know
She deserves better
Then I could ever offer.
She deserves a man of looks,
Of great importance and splendor
And of these things I cannot offer
No, not a single one.
I do hope I am worthy, to merely see her,
And to that I will look forward.
A Dream Longed For
The thought of her, clouds my mind,
focusing my thoughts on her,
I can’t resist her beauty.
To see her upset, upsets me,
just like when she is happy, I am.
I feel we share a link,
which is unseen to all.
So here I wait, alone and thinking of her,
to that there is no end,
for her sights are set on another,
who does not see her beauty.
So till the day when I am old,
and she is off my mind,
I hope that she is with me,
and not just a dream longed for.
Hidden Beauty
her beauty lies inside her self, unknown to many others
for they do not see through the case
that hides a caring person,
she is there for me when needed,
as I am for her
yet she seems to think beauty is just not in her.
I have this point on which to disagree,
for beauty is in the eye of the beholder
and as I see it she has beauty beyond all I have discovered,
and all who cannot see that, must be void of sight,
for beauty such as this, does not come that often,
and such should not be wasted on such revolting people
who care not to look beyond the shell the hides her true beauty
My Feelings
Sadness, loneliness
Boredom and hate
I am in a confused state,
The one I loved hates me,
Hate pours from all sides,
Yet, I survive
Not wanting to continue,
But yet I hate the little will I have left.
So alone I stay.
That way is best
because I have few others
who admit I'm a friend.
You leave me here in sorrow
and hate, and damned
to a fearful fate.
Rage
A force, surging energy, destroying all.
It is the killer of thought as it takes control,
your mind is clouded,
you do things you never thought you could do.
It leaves one of two impressions,
guilt, or a craving for more.
though the cost is large, the reward is great,
at times, I look back and wish for more,
then,
my mind clears, I crave no more,
want nothing but to sink back down to my lowly status,
in the shadows my friends have left me in,
and the hate the swirls within them.
My Own Way
history darkened by old memories that I wish not to recall,
future blackened by all that is unknown,
I see one ray of light beside me,
it glows ever brighter,
I can see both back to my past and forward, to the future
I no longer fear what was or what is to be,
I wish not to continue in the footsteps of the old,
but to create my own path,
and a path I shall make,
one for all to follow,
even for those who live in sadness and regret may join me,
for the path will help them to recovery.
Released
I sat alone in a cold, dark room,
Secluded and unseen;
No one cared about me, saw me,
or cared to look.
So I locked my emotions away.
But after waiting with little hope,
a single person came, a girl of beauty, and splendor.
She released me from the cage I had shut my self in.
I feel something new in this array of feelings,
something that was not there before,
I don’t know what it is called but I hear it is called love.
I See Not
I see not trees, rivers, or mountains,
Lakes, snow or nature at all.
What I see is made by man,
and has destroyed these beautiful things.
I see not progress, but destruction.
They say we have evolved from our primal ways,
but all I see is stupidity and death.
The few who stand against this force
crumble from the pressure.
We few make such little difference,
It's as if we aren’t even here
Emilie
she stays by my side, through day and night
not knowing that she does, for this is a long but,
Unattainable desire.
she controls my thoughts, sight, and feelings
as she awakened them on faithful night.
I only wish she was here now,
not just my mental image,
but the as the person
who saved me from the eternal depth of despair.
A Poets Emotions
I feel something deep inside my soul
Whenever she is around
A feeling I can’t quite explain,
I have never had anything like this happen before
It feels like I am flying yet not quite off the ground
But when she leaves my presence I feel three feet under.
I wish I knew the cause of this
I wish it was apparent
But answer this complex
Is never quite that simple.
But an explanation is not needed
So long as she is near, for I do not care what I feel
So long as she is with me
His breath I long to feel, and
his touch I ache for,
although he might not know it I go crazy for a poet,
I love our chats, and I
love his words b/e they are so far from my own.
Never have I met him, forever I will hope for one day I meet him,
till then I sit alone awaiting my knight in shinning armor.
-Shelby
This poem was written for me not by me, and i am very proud of the work put into it and very.. shall we say flattered by the content, hope you all like it 2
My First, and Only
if only i had known sooner
the love i had for you.
but the fates have conviened we fall in love at last
for us to be together, dispite or past.
so together we shall be
for all to see,
for now and forever we will stay
let our love outlast all the words they say.
i will not leave, i will not go
but for you my love will forever show.
Don't Waste Time
Don’t waste my time
Don’t waste your own,
To linger here is to fight
And to fight is to feel pain.
If you cant handle it,
If you cant take it
And if you want the easy ticket out
Here is my weapon
And with it I hand you your choice.
Either stick it in my back before your chest.
Or throw it to the ground.
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